"It was at a very early age that I realized I could excite men...."

And so begins Adrianne's bizarre remembrances of her emotional and physical development.

Seated in a sumptuously oversized hotel bedroom in front of photographs from her past, she recalls her diary, and remembers....

The farm where she grows up. . . the horse-trainer Alain, who seduces her as a young virgin and promises to run away with her to Paris but instead leaves her stranded.

Andre...who meets her alone and penniless in Paris and offers her a lot of money to appear as an extra in an adult video movie.

The trip to New York where she meets Jeff, a gambler. Adrianne falls in love with Jeff and allows herself to become a part-time call girl for him. When Jeff has enough money, he runs off with his girlfriend, Suzi....

Helene, the psychotherapist, for whom Adrianne works.. . until the job becomes too intimate.

The return to Paris and the reuniting with Alain, her first love. They are married and Adrianne becomes a successful writer of romantic women's stories....